unknown, even to myself,
felled twice, rising thrice . . .
Brief entires about,
Right now thru Haiku--
our family and what we're
But, future entires might change,
doing and thinking.
for all things must grow . . .
I noticed a pattern for myself today. In this case it was looking for health insurance for my family.
ReplyDeleteI had started to really count on one potential outcome. Logically I knew and was telling myself that there was no reasonable guarantee of it coming through. It wasn't until after it had been knocked out from under me that I was able to admit to myself how much I had emotionally counted on that little "un-hatched chicken."
Now, before the day is even over I find myself with exultant expectations for the next plan, which only has marginally better chances of fruition. It seems to be one of those things that I do a lot while telling myself not to. (another example of which would be staying up this late)